My unit test was over my head and i promised ma'am that i would bring full marks in her subject, though i didn't know how i was going to fulfil this promise. Unit test schedule was hanging like death warrant for all the students in the college notice board with the other notice showing the % attendance and mine was 89% because from few past weeks i became very persistent and obedient student of coarse not for study but for attending my class even on the weekends too.
finally unit test had been started and after coming from the first day of my test i was just entering inside the room my mobile reflected the name of my fav ma'am on the screen, i received the call in one ring. Ma'am asked about my exam and about the next exam that was ect, before i answer her anything she became silent for sometime. I asked her that what happen ma'am, is everything is alright? finally after a very big pause she uttered a single word a"yes" and hung up,i was feeling so strange so i dialled her number once again but she rejected the call, i called her thrice but no answer from her side. After fifteen minutes she called me and told me that nothing series you first focus on your exam then we will talk, i insisted her to tell me the reason , she became silent but i could heard her small hiccups while she was crying silently though it was damn cute and i wanted to be like this for some more time but the situation was very critical so i again asked her the reason behind her anxiety and disappointment, she was badly broken down by the present situation in her life when her own decision turning into an ugly truth which was hard to resist.
Finally she stopped crying however in her slow and soft voice (even more because of the heaviness after crying) she told me that her parents forcing her to get married soon and they are ready to accept her choice, her so called boyfriend but the main problem was whenever she tried to bring this thing up he use to deny by telling her about his future that he need time to settle up this things and every refuse to marry and this was not the first time since last 3 years he was doing the same and in India we know the situation, but she was ready to get married and anted to start a new journey of her life.
I listened the whole thing patiently and then again she broke up in tears the again i tried to stop her and try to made her feel good, i told her to understand the situation of the guy, i told ma'am that" may be he is asking for time because he want to fulfil your every wish so he want to be settle down first and he is doing all this things for you" but silently i was cursing that guy for making her feel so terrible and sad.
That day we talked around 3:45 minutes continuously and finally i cracked a third class joke and she was laughing and smiling in her soothing and soft voice.....damn!! i fall in love with her once again.
tomorrow was my ect subject test yes the same subject which was expecting a hell lot of things from me like it would decide my future but the truth about the personal life of ma'am running all around my imagination giving me different kind of vibes mixed with great complexion of bad and good but i want to think little more on this at my favourite place where i use to go daily in the evening when i was off the football ground.
Finally she stopped crying however in her slow and soft voice (even more because of the heaviness after crying) she told me that her parents forcing her to get married soon and they are ready to accept her choice, her so called boyfriend but the main problem was whenever she tried to bring this thing up he use to deny by telling her about his future that he need time to settle up this things and every refuse to marry and this was not the first time since last 3 years he was doing the same and in India we know the situation, but she was ready to get married and anted to start a new journey of her life.
I listened the whole thing patiently and then again she broke up in tears the again i tried to stop her and try to made her feel good, i told her to understand the situation of the guy, i told ma'am that" may be he is asking for time because he want to fulfil your every wish so he want to be settle down first and he is doing all this things for you" but silently i was cursing that guy for making her feel so terrible and sad.
tomorrow was my ect subject test yes the same subject which was expecting a hell lot of things from me like it would decide my future but the truth about the personal life of ma'am running all around my imagination giving me different kind of vibes mixed with great complexion of bad and good but i want to think little more on this at my favourite place where i use to go daily in the evening when i was off the football ground.
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