It is a very critical issue and one of the major problem of declining the graph of our overall grades when our vacation was just starting after our semester exam, the night before the last exam everyone was was busy in booking tickets for train, buses, auto and many more even localities were also excited don't know why and it is still a mystery for me. Like everyone i was also excited but there was not only one reason for my excitement but two, one i was going to my sweet home, and second obviously with the person which was just like a dream for me at that time.
At the time of my last paper i was keep imagining all those those thing and was smiling and this time question paper was also seems to be over friendly to me and like me every other students was trying to fill that answer sheet like this was the last fight for their freedom and after that we will be free for eternity. But there is a very big difference between me and them, they were going early might be on that day or the next day but mine was a way long, It was not the main problem that i had to wait for four more days but to stay in the hostel which was very big, there was 250 rooms and each room was occupied by 3 students means around 750 students and it clearly shows the traffic and noise of the hostel but it was going to turn into a haunted house within 2 days and i have to live in that big hostel all alone, it had lots of tragic and mind made horror stories told by my friend who was a big jerk but it was real that 2 years ago a student hung himself for getting poor marks in his exam and that room was still locked, the room no was 56 which was just above our room that is 27, this was one of the biggest problem that was killing me from inside and the second was
warden of our hostel already told me that from tomorrow mess was going to close and it was reopen after our vacation so no food will be available for 3 days according to my schedule. Some point of time i was ready to change my mind and drop this plan to go with ma'am but i made my self calm and imagined all those beautiful moments and start making a plan to make this journey unique and different.
She called me in the night on the next day of my exam and i was alone in the room at that time because my friends already left and half of the people already reached their homes, rest of them are busy in packing and getting confirmation about their status of booked tickets. i talked with her whole night because i didn't want to miss this chance and the second was to cope up with the fear of being alone in the entire hostel, it was 5:20 in the morning when i hung up the call and felt asleep and when i woke up i found the whole hostel was locked and some of the people are dragging their trolleys towards the exit door and the sound was echoing all over the hostel and making me feel so different, then i looked at my mobile and found that it was quarter passed 11 then i again got a call from my ma'am and she was enquired me about my breakfast and lunch, i told her the situation then she given me some ideas to fill my belly, i made Maggie and had some then i took a clean sheet of paper and started working out for the trip.
i made a wonderful plan for the trip which is filled with everything that i wanted to tell her from my side and a perfect plan full of excitement and wonderful experience.I am explaining my plan but don't try to copy it, it is a copyright of my own, just kidding it is just a frame work of some stupid ideas to attract her.
my planning was containing three step,
first- every human being has a tendency that they take everything for granted, so first make them feel that it is hard to get what they want then let them feel it and then give them the thing that they want, it doubles their excitement and happiness.
Second- some plan which contain some daily work but with different style because we can't ignore our daily routine like eating, drinking, sleeping.
of coarse the surprise to surprise her, may be you can buy or may be you can made with your hand, making with hand is more preferable, because it helps to make them feel unique and also make them feel more important that you have done something for her and spent your quality time. When you have created the spell all around her then come to the thing that you want to confess.
third- the dessert which contain some sentimental moments which will make them feel like you are also feeling bad but it is totally based on her reaction for the second part.
So to accomplish it i went to the market and buy some important stuffs related to my art and craft, a big packet of Maggi to deal with my stomach for the rest of the days and some snacks and came back.At the night when i got the phone call from ma'am my plan first plan started, to generate curiosity within her for the trip and told her that i am doing something unique for her these days, she asked me a thousand times but i continued the suspense and given my best effort to make a beautiful gift for her and also bought a bottle of new perfume to smell good and awesome. i made myself too busy in all those things that i hadn't realised that i was all alone in the hostel but ma'am also cared for me a lot, every day she called me and enquire about my lunch, dinner ,breakfast but much of the time we use to talk from dinner to breakfast so that i could reduce her anxiety and effort of calling me again!!
One night i was felt asleep early and ma'am was still on the other side of the phone and suddenly someone knocked the door and it was like he bitten the door so hard like he want to break the door, i opened the door the time was 5:30 in the morning and the warden was standing their with his backpack and asked me when are you leaving because i have to submit the leave form of every student and i am also leaving today, i was full of anger because of his heroic entry,i told him" sir you can knock the door more gently, i am not deaf and i am not going anywhere," then he felt sorry for that and asked politely to submit my leave application, i went inside and handover the leave application to him which was completely blank leaving my signature at the last and told him to fill the rest of the details, he took it and told me to leave by tomorrow because they gonna lock the main gate and i have to live outside the college, but thanks to god the day came when the most interesting journey was waiting for me, this evening yes, i then head on my earplugs and found that she was sleeping and taking soft and slow breath which was very peaceful and silent. i hung up the call without making much noise and again start dreaming for the trip and felt asleep.
| nc-12 my hostel |
She called me in the night on the next day of my exam and i was alone in the room at that time because my friends already left and half of the people already reached their homes, rest of them are busy in packing and getting confirmation about their status of booked tickets. i talked with her whole night because i didn't want to miss this chance and the second was to cope up with the fear of being alone in the entire hostel, it was 5:20 in the morning when i hung up the call and felt asleep and when i woke up i found the whole hostel was locked and some of the people are dragging their trolleys towards the exit door and the sound was echoing all over the hostel and making me feel so different, then i looked at my mobile and found that it was quarter passed 11 then i again got a call from my ma'am and she was enquired me about my breakfast and lunch, i told her the situation then she given me some ideas to fill my belly, i made Maggie and had some then i took a clean sheet of paper and started working out for the trip.
my planning was containing three step,
first- every human being has a tendency that they take everything for granted, so first make them feel that it is hard to get what they want then let them feel it and then give them the thing that they want, it doubles their excitement and happiness.
Second- some plan which contain some daily work but with different style because we can't ignore our daily routine like eating, drinking, sleeping.
of coarse the surprise to surprise her, may be you can buy or may be you can made with your hand, making with hand is more preferable, because it helps to make them feel unique and also make them feel more important that you have done something for her and spent your quality time. When you have created the spell all around her then come to the thing that you want to confess.
third- the dessert which contain some sentimental moments which will make them feel like you are also feeling bad but it is totally based on her reaction for the second part.
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