Wednesday, 25 April 2018

LIFE OF A SIMPLE GIRL


i know this is a common story of every girls in INDIA but the problem is
we are not doing anything to change it. Today may be she is unknown
for you but tomorrow she may belongs to you, your own sister
wife, daughter, niece or anyone who is very important for you
and your life.....come forward and be the change, help them to
protect the softness and tenderness inside her and let them fly high..........

Monday, 23 April 2018

SHE IS.....

Image result for lifeshe is harder than rock, soft as cloud
wipe her own tears that really did me proud...

accepted the change that life brings for her
raise herself up in such disgusting and sarcastic crowd...

still she feels good when she stand by her own side
because she knew well that nobody can hear her voice no matter how much it is loud...

she started pushing the sorrow deep down in her mind
though she didn't uttered a single word but she is not completely blind... 

still she afraid looking herself into the mirror
its just her past filled with worst moments and unknown fear...

Image result for liferealising her mistake made her feel so bad and nervous
but still she is fighting for her goal to achieve a particular purpose...

she looks amazing when she is real
healing her massive wound like this is not a very big deal...


this is just a small poem dedicated to one of my friend who is too delicate and graceful  still fighting with her own real self to understand what she really want in her life and what she should let go. She is fighting with her every enemy and gone through the toughest time in her life...sometime i know her completely but some time its like totally new for me.




Monday, 16 April 2018

CHAPTER 5: BEST MOMENTS

Image result for putting books inside my bagwe started sharing our thoughts and become very good friend, though she was my madam but I realised that every person in this planet needs someone to be with, with whom he or she can share their moments, their happiness and sorrow and to be very frank we don't have any name for this relationship. I really didn't know about the connection between us but i was sure for one thing that it was bringing us more closer day by day.
Every evening i use to go college bus stop nearby the admin block so that i could see her beautiful smile  peeping out through the window of college staff bus and secretly thanking me for coming over there. Sometime i use to wait outside the class after my ect class and follow her secretly till she entered in her own branch building through the cool parlour ( a small shop made for refreshment and it is in the centre off the garden and all the path intersect there. Of coarse best place to meet with your crush at the recess or can be easily identified by the faculty member passing by side damn!!)
Image result for cool parlour giet
One day while following her secretly i forgot to lock my bag completely and unfortunately some of my books slipped off from my bag and spread on the ground, just after putting it back inside my bag i found her out of my sight, i ran toward the cool parlour and start searching her everywhere, suddenly i heard my name from my back in that melodious sound once again and it took less than a moment to identify that who she was, my body went fragile and sweat drenched my body completely, my heart was pumping a trillion kg blood at a time, firstly i ignored and took out my wallet from my pocket like i was there to buy something like an innocent guy, she called me once again i turned around and found her standing just five metres away from me, i went there and asked her" ma'am what are you doing here??" she asked me that is there any class tomorrow of material science?  I took a deep breathe and thanked god that she called me for different reason, i told her no ma'am there isn't any class of material science tomorrow  but why are you asking, she told me that tomorrow she had to take one extra class to complete the portion for coming unit test, then she start walking toward her block and i was also walking next to her, she looked up and smiled and said  that Navin i think you like cool parlour because you come daily at this time but never buy anything. I was shocked for a while and felt like i was one of the worst James bond existed in this whole planet. I was feeling very embarrassed and start scratching my head because this time i didn't have any excuse to hide this truth so i just took u turn without even answering her comment and landed directly in my room.

Still i was not sure that what just happen was good or bad, god she knew already that i follow her daily after my class, but i was also happy that she didn't scolded me for that but started adding new colours in her nail polish and feeling more important than earlier.
She felt very happy whenever i described her attire and the way she teaches us, she also told me  the way i look at her inside the class room and of coarse about the mech students who try to flirt with madam even outside the class. She was a great cook and beautiful singer, sometime i also tried but my roommate threatened  me already that from next time he gonna kick me out of our room so i never try in front of him "pumpkin head".
Image result for photo of two people talking from backIt was sunday and my friend decided to go for outing and to had some masala dosa because south Indians are very good in making this dish, so we all decide to go to market place and this market is none other than a big cinema hall which have some selected shop for every kind of stuff and you can easily find friend completing their tenth round of that market unnecessarily sometimes we are also part of that group😃
While eating my dosa i found her crossing the road with other faculties and was looking damn beautiful in green colour, i left the plate and ran toward the exit door of the shop and saw her while crossing the shop in front of me, i saw her and  she saw me and gave me very small and soft smile without getting the attention of anyone else, i felt very happy but i found that my  friend was standing next to me and watching the whole movie and at the end asked me "seriously Nav"?

Wednesday, 4 April 2018

"TRUE FRIEND"

some people
LEFT TO RIGHT: SHUBHAM, NIRMAL, ME
who are too disgusting
like there is no end


true friend....


who make you laugh
who make you cry
always motivate you
to give a new try

true friend....


when we are very far
MANTU
away from our family
missing them with every breathe
or even more badly
who put their hand on our shoulder
and start their own sad story

true friend....
when you are going
through bad situation
trying to figuring it out with
great contemplation
who has the right to interfere first
introducing them like a decider
but making it even more worst

NIRMAL

true friend....


when you feel safe and quiet
put your all problems and worries aside
who come to disturb you again
bringing lots of trouble which is
more ridiculous and insane


true friend....


you cant imagine your life
without this true friend
may be they are far away but they are still
disgusting like there is no end


true friend....
BALA



dedicated to all my true friend without whom i cant imagine my life. Shubham Gupta who made me bold and always stood by my side, doesn't matter whether i am wrong or right.
Bala who teaches me, how to turn a simple thing into one of the most complex and perplexed situation.
nirmal bhargava who teaches me how o be happy no matter where  we are and what we are,
Mantu teaches me how to live life without drinking water and without moving your ass for a single minute from your bed.
Guys i miss you all, i know you all are busy in your life but i really want to live my college life once again with you




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